Valentine DeVille - The Modern Femme Fatale of the New Millennium

A sneak peek inside My email box

I enjoy DAILY on-going email communication with a bunch of devoted paypets who have proved themselves over time and I have very close relationship with many of them. Here's a few extracts from the numerous lovesick emails I receive every day...

"I feel like simply screaming out in public"

You've probably gotten the sense that I really love the "Love Letter Shoes" series. For a number of reasons. Of course -- You look magnificently breath-takingly beautiful. And even though they are photos, they seem truly animated by Your incredible Joie de vivre that You're expressing in each pose. And ... I really like the shoes!
I've done the best I could to read what puppy Phil wrote on them -- quite impressive really -- sentiments of deep and intense love and devotion. And what makes them so cool is that in the pictures You are literally wearing his expressions of devotion -- and with each step You were taking his love and adoration with You. I wish I could have give You something like that!! But the thing is -- You really should ALWAYS feel as if You are clothed in the love and adoration of Your worshipers. I don't mean because we pay for Your clothes. I mean because our feelings of love and worshipful devotion are so strong and our thoughts are constantly focused on You. So -- no matter where You are or what You are doing -- our lovesick adoration is with You -- and I really do hope You can feel it -- can feel Yourself always immersed in our adoration, always dressed in our love, always accompanied by our lovesick worship and by our constant desire for You to live a fulfilling and luxurious life!! Every second of every minute of every hour of every day -- whether You are awake or asleep -- no matter what You are doing or thinking about -- at those moments You are adored!!
And while I'm in a philosophical mood -- there was something else I wanted to comment on --
I've never told anyone about my relationship with You. There are often times when I want to -- in fact, there are lots of times when I feel like simply screaming out in public "I serve the most beautiful and most creative and most fascinating and most wonderful dominant GODdess in the world!!" But of course -- I never do scream that for real!! But the fact that I keep this most important part of my life a secret doesn't mean that I in any way feel ashamed of it. On the contrary!! I feel -- PROUD. Proud that I get to serve You -- Proud that I am able to send the fruits of my labors to You in amounts that seem to please You -- Proud that I am able to do work for You. I keep this part of my life secret -- simply because I know that other people would not understand. But if and when people do find out -- I'd just tell them how proud I feel and how lucky I feel to be owned by You!!

"Even a man as grounded as I am"

That website and your brand of domination truly is an artform, and you are an artist. You take the femme fatale and female sexual empowerment to a new level in my opinion, standing tall over all the wannabes in your field of exploitation ( both of your extreme talents and charms, and the weaknesses of the male psyche).
Your level of creativity shows a true spark of innovative genius. I like your site because it is intelligent, and cunningly concieved. Beyond the more obvious and perhaps less cerebral reasons to enjoy it - namely that its YOUR site and YOU feature.
I'm not a sophisticated male, or if I am, your site strips away that sophistication and reduces it and my mind to the lowest common denominator. Where I would be a fool to myself if I were not to admit that you affect me. I'm am drawn by desires, many of them perfectly natural. I am also enticed into the trappings of your manipulations - wanting to be a victim of your beauty and wiles, and to submit to your obviously preternatural power of seduction. To deny that the temptation is strong - would again be stupid and untruthful.
What a world we live in. It is a constant marvel to me. Even a man as grounded as I am is susceptible to you. I might have found myself aroused in the past by throughts of such manipulation and exploitation - and I love confidence in women, above all, but I can't recall ever feeling so overwhelmed by any woman's allure. Heady stuff! Astounding creation!
I could go on, but this is fast approaching novel length. Clearly you are unparalled in what you do. I believe in striving to be the best at what I do, and you are achieving that in what you do. I'm sure you are always going to be extremely successful! I was very tempted to give in and stop my resistance to your trappings, therefore most men don't stand any chance whatsoever. What an insightful and quite brilliant mind you have.

"Your puppies seem to be quite intelligent"

Just a few random thoughts that I've been having today --
I was thinking about what a good job Selim did with that animation tribute -- and what a good puppy Your puppy Ron had been in re-sending the $1000 check and adding another $150 to make up for the difficulty with mailing the check in a timely manner.
In thinking about them, what impresses me is -- how impressive the puppies are who serve You. I'm sure You get huge numbers of random pervs and creeps who visit Your website for the momentary thrill of looking at a couple of Your pictures and thinking about You. But those aren't the kinds of men who end up serving You. Your puppies seem to be quite intelligent -- and cultured -- and talented, and (of course) deeply devoted to Your well-being! -- and although I know that some puppies come and go, many of us serve You for very long periods of time!
I was also thinking about how extraordinary Your particular style of domination is -- and how different it is from that of a classic "dominatrix" who ties up and hurts men. In almost all cases, I suspect, men who visit that kind of dominatrix go for a short intense physical experience -- and that's basically it. And even the domination itself is based on elements of fear and pain and actual physical bondage. Your puppies submit to You for other reasons -- including (but probably not limited to) our powerful feelings of love for You, our complete acknowledgment of Your absolute superiority, our worship of Your truly incomparable beauty, our admiration of Your wonderful creative talents, and ultimately, because of our intense desire (that is made more and more intense through our experience of being trained and controlled by You) to devote our lives to doing whatever we can to help make Your life as rich and rewarding as it can possibly be! That's quite remarkable, really. We don't submit out of any sense of fear of physical pain or for a very momentary thrill (although being a part of Your world is certainly full of both momentary and long-lasting thrills!!) -- we submit because our greatest desire in life is to please You and to do things that bring a smile to Your gorgeous face.
And serving You and submitting to You is not the kind of thing that we do during a one hour appointment every few weeks -- it quickly becomes a part of who we are -- the most important part! And Your control over us never ends -- it is something that we feel 24/7/365 in every aspect of our lives -- and it changes our lives!! Men who visit a typical dominatrix probably don't even usually care that much exactly who she is. If they stop visiting one woman -- they can always find another to visit. But for me and Your other lovesick puppies -- You are incomparable and irreplaceable. . You are our one and only owner. You are the one true GODdess -- and there could not possibly be someone else even remotely like You in our lives -- because there simply is no one else even remotely like You in the world! There is no one as beautiful as You -- no one as creative and talented as You -- no one as absolutely fascinating as You -- no one as divine as You!! NO ONE!!
And I was also looking through lots of pictures (of You of course!) this morning, and as I looked at many of the candid shots -- from Your trips and in Your apartment -- and at pictures that were taken in Your new house -- it made me feel incredibly wonderful to think about the fact that the money I earn helps pay for Your pleasures! There could not possibly be a better use for my hard-earned money -- there couldn't be a use that would bring ME more feelings of pleasure and fulfillment -- than for You to use the money for Your wonderful life! It is hard to describe how pleasing it is to see images of You in Your new home -- because not only are those images themselves beautiful, but they also remind me that I have had the privilege of contributing a little bit to the costs of buying and maintaining YOUR HOME!! WOWOWOW. Those are amazing words -- YOUR HOME. And I had the privilege of sending You money to help pay for it. And that is -- WONDERFUL -- for me and for all the other puppies who have shared that privilege with me (in fact -- it occurs to me that it might be a cool idea for You to have a celebration next year -- perhaps on the anniversary of when You bought the house -- that would involve inviting puppies to contribute to a special once-a-year "mortgage paydown" fund -- I suspect Your puppies would respond well to that -- I know I would!).
Anyway -- just my thoughts for the day -- I actually just finished class not that long ago -- and now it's time for a very late lunch. I hope Your shoot went well yesterday -- and that You are having a great day today!!

"Thank You GODdess -- for the beauty that You bring to my world "

I know that You won't be reading this until You return ... but right now, while I'm writing it, You're at Your country escape, and I've been thinking/fantasizing about You being there. Mmmmm. Sunbathing -- socializing -- generally having a great time. Those are wonderful thoughts -- and at the same time, they torment me by making me desperately wish I could be there with You!! But I know I can't be -- I know that the best thing puppies like me can do while You're away is to -- keep working hard to earn as much as we can so that we can send You as much as possible. Because that's really what it's all about, isn't it -- it's what we all (You -- and all Your puppies) want the most -- for You to be able to do whatever makes You happy without ever having to think about things like -- money and work -- the kinds of things that most people have to think about all the time. I mean -- just imagine if You had a job, and because of the job, You couldn't simply leave to go to the countryside in the middle of the week when You wanted to. Actually -- that is something that is basically unimaginable, isn't it! You -- work at a job?? NEVER!!
But thinking about You enjoying Yourself does make the work I do for my job seem more meaningful and fulfilling -- because it is the joy that You get out of life that is what makes my work meaningful!! And even though I know it is nothing more than a fantasy that I could ever be with You, I know how lucky I am to be a part of Your incredible virtual world and to have the privilege of devoting my life to serving You.
You are beautiful. You are wonderful. You are DIVINE!! And You are truly incomparable!!
Thank You GODdess -- for the beauty that You bring to my world -- the gorgeousness of Your physical beauty and the beauty of Your incredible life.
And even though, at the moment when I'm writing this I know that thoughts of me and Your other puppies are the furthest thoughts from You mind -- we are all obsessing constantly about You and missing You intensely. I hope You return very soon because I miss You so much -- and at the same time I hope that You are enjoying Yourself so much that You stay for days and days if that is what Your GODdess heart desires.
I love You. Every second of every minute of every day.

"Tens of thousands of tribute and gift dollars ago..."

While I was lying in bed last night, I... was thinking about Your Perfect Self! As usual LOL.
And I started thinking back to when I first contacted You. That very first email that I sent -- after weeks of trying to build up the courage -- asking permission to send You a tribute. I was incredibly nervous about it ... partly because I was nervous that You might not accept me, and partly because I think I had a sense even then that once I started serving You, there would be no turning back -- I would become addicted to needing to serve You forever! You sent me a welcoming reply, and I sent an initial $100 tribute -- without realizing that my account there did not yet permit instantaneous transfers. After telling You that I had sent the money, You noted that it would be a week or so before You would get it and I really should have my account verified so that I could transfer money more quickly, and You also noted that my tribute was quite modest in size and that another $50 would have been more impressive.
When I got that email I felt terrible! I really thought I had blown my chance to serve You and to be owned by You. So I immediately set about fixing things with my account and as soon as that was done I sent another $100 (not just the $50 You had suggested -- since I thought I had better do more than what was expected this time).
Well -- You seemed quite pleased with my efforts -- and the rest is history!
All of that was ---
Many hundreds of emails ago...
Hundreds of videos and thousands of pictures ago...
Tens of thousands of tribute and gift dollars ago...
And
Four and a half years ago!!
Amazing isn't it! I can't believe how fortunate and privileged I have been all these years. And what I was also thinking about as I lay there in bed is that next February will mark the FIFTH year anniversary of my service to You -- it will mark five years of having the wonderful life-changing experience of being a part of Your world and of having the honor of devoting my life to You. That's six months from now -- a long time in some ways -- but I thought I'd mention it now anyway, because I'm thinking that perhaps a celebration of some kind might be appropriate at that time. Involving what? LOL. I'm not sure. Obviously, a special tribute would have to be part of it (and that's why I need to start preparing very soon -- doing extra work so that I can set aside enough to make the amount "celebratory"). Anything else might be up to You . Just a thought -- a thought I had before trying to get to sleep last night.

"As soon as I come home I'm back in Your world"

Thank You so much for last night's (yellowish) webcam.
It's always a complete joy to see Your perfect animated self in real time - just knowing that really is You in that same moment. You're just a delight to be with and it always feels like being with You. I love it when I see You put Your head back and laugh. Ah - You are so beautiful then, Goddess.
And the teasing was as good as ever; playful with an edge of cruelty, just like good teasing should be. That lipstick pout right into the cam turned my poor lovesick puppy heart right over and had my locked up cock straining at his prison walls and the Blue twins aching.
My whole day after webcam is lifted. I feel so happy and content to belong to You and feel so in love with You, Goddess. But I felt it really strongly when I got home from work this afternoon. As soon as I was through the door I could feel Your presence; the flat was full of it. (It still is - You are everywhere in here, Goddess.) It was a really striking sensation but a wonderful feeling. I suppose it's because I feel so full of You, so in love with You, and home being my space, unlike work or anywhere else, You are not a secret here. This place feels like an extension of Your apartment. Yes! That's it exactly. This thought has only just now crystallised for me. COOL My flat is a part of Your Goddess world. As soon as I come home I'm back in Your world - and after webcam it always feels even more special than it normally does.
You really are, without any doubt, the best and nicest thing that has ever happened to me, Goddess. I love You to bits and I love the privilege of serving You.
I absolutely have to go to the post office to prove it with a good long love letter.

"Your first very own GODdess castle"

WELCOME HOME GODDess!! And congratulations!! Your house sounds wonderful. Your first very own GODdess castle!!
It's 5:30 am right now (Saturday, July 4). I've already been awake for more than an hour, because - I woke up at a little before four, and started thinking about You, and couldn't go back to sleep. So - I went for a walk. It's something that I do every once in a while - go for a walk in the very very early morning hours, before the sun has even started to come up. It's really nice, actually. Very quiet and peaceful. Sometimes quite dark, with stars. Or a little brighter, if the moon is almost full, the way it is right now.
And while I walked, I was thinking about how bright the moon looks against the backdrop of the dark night sky, but that brightness fades to the point that the moon is barely visible when the sun rises with its own many times greater brightness. And Your beauty is like that GODdess. Yes - there are other good looking women. Not many - but some. And against the drabness of the average person, the beauty of those women can shine like the moon against a dark night sky. But Your beauty is so many many times brighter than that of any other woman - and against the incredible brightness of Your beauty, even the prettiest of other women seem drab and barely noticeable. Actually, even that metaphor does not do justice to the intensity of Your Beautiful Perfect Self. Have You ever seen white phosphorus burn? It burns with a brilliance of such intensity that it hurts to look at it. THAT is what YOUR beauty is like GODdess - painfully, incomparably, magnificently, overwhelmingly intense!
I love You GODdess - and miss You. But it is nice to think about You showing off Your home to family and friends. A new well-deserved treat that will be part of Your world for quite a while now I'm sure.

"A girl was kneeling and kissing Your feet"

The financial benefits of a sale should always go to You. Like the money I saved by getting up early to buy the cashmere sweaters on sale for You last Christmas. OF COURSE that money is Yours! A puppy penny saved should always be -- another penny in Your pocket! It will be interesting to see which arrives first -- the clothes, or the tribute.
You were really in my mind last night -- not surprisingly! I was fantasizing about You before going to sleep -- and when I woke up during the night -- and I had a weird sex dream about You too!
I was fantasizing about being with You -- brushing Your hair -- kissing You -- serving You. I know it's 99.999% sure I'll never really be able to do that -- but I think there is still that itsy bitsy tiny chance that .... some day ... maybe ten years from now ... or twenty years from now ... maybe??????
And I was fantasizing about being rich -- and being able to give You much more than I do. Ah -- I wish.
And then there was my dream. In the first part of it that I remember, I was in a classroom and I was teaching and I'd prepared the wrong lecture notes, so I had to just try to remember what I should say but I didn't know what to say. Very unpleasant! So I ended class -- and the next think I knew, I was outside and I heard Your voice and You were flying above me! You reached down and pulled me up and we were flying together. Soaring like gliders. FUNNNN! WAY up high. And then ... somehow we ended up in Your apartment and You were sitting in a chair and a girl was kneeling and kissing Your feet when I came in the room. You told us (me and the girl) to take off our clothes and then You told us to have sex! You told us exactly what to do -- to kiss -- to touch -- and exactly how to have sex while You watched. And then .... I woke up with a very excited puppy tail LOL.

"Reduced to a slobbering dog"

What an amazing gift that was, thank you! To see your deep garnet lips dance across your face filled my entire being with delight. Each smile making me fall deeper into your spell. The honey glow of your skin set off by the white top was exquisite. The subtle reminder of the luxurious Caribbean trip I was lucky enough to help send you on. Affirming that this little treat, a few minutes in your presence, is worth the same to me as that week long retreat was worth to you.
Those delicate fingers peeling down your jeans ever so slowly, ever so briefly...glimpses of the sacred flesh of my GODdess. My tail surging in my hand, lusting after those panties, that skin, those fingers. Mind racing with the knowledge that this is such an honor, such a blessing to worship the GODdess like this. Reduced to a slobbering dog dry humping my hand and loving every single second of it. It was pretty obvious I could barely form a complete thought, how could I in the presence of divinity? The thought throbbing in my head of planting one kiss on that bottom just about made me pass out. And then, then you gave me release and everything dissolved in serene bliss as my filth pumped forth into my hand.
I am so humbled by being in your company GODdess, I am so lucky to have found you, and even more lucky that you've accepted me as a devotee. I can't wait to earn another moment of your time, it will be a joy!

"To help You achieve Your goals"

Listening to Your message was -- an intensely emotional roller-coaster! When You started to talk about Your thoughts turning to the future --
I became terrified that You were going to say that You were going to take Your life in a new direction -- one that might not include having a relationship with lovesick puppies like me. I stopped the recording at that point -- I wasn't sure I could listen to what followed. My heart was pounding. I was scared GODdess. I know that at any moment You could make a decision like that -- but that's a possibility that I don't like to think about.
And then -- as You continued and said that Your puppies would be a part of Your new goals and plans -- I felt such an intense feeling of relief -- and joy! If You could have seen me You would have laughed. I let out a huge sigh of relief and literally spoke to You -- saying "Thank You GODdess. Thank You. Thank You."
And then -- as I listened to Your description of Your goal -- it was THRILLING! I was thinking that this always has been Your destiny. You ARE superior. You ARE incomparably beautiful. You ARE incredibly intelligent, and creative, and insightful. And yes -- any male who has the privilege to serve as one of Your slaves and to do his part to help You achieve Your goals is a very very fortunate male indeed! And -- while thinking about what that might mean is thrilling and exciting, it is also more than a bit scary! I'm both anxious, and excited, as I wait on whatever new information and commandments might be coming my way.
So yes -- it was -- and continues to be -- quite an emotional roller coaster for me and Your other puppets. I can feel You pulling all the puppet strings -- and like a real puppet, I am totally helpless to resist.

"Your sheer inventiveness is a continual delight"

It's been a beautiful day here today, as I found out when I came out of work.
So cloudy and rainy is inspiration for another video shoot?! Hmm... intriguing. I wonder what Your concept is then. Something with an umbrella perhaps? Goddess in the rain?
Oh yes - I've not commented on the "Nerdy and Naughty" video yet, have I. Well, I LOVE it!!!! (I see those enormous glasses I bought for You.) I think this is Your best yet, Goddess. It's cheeky, playful, dangerous, witty and sexy as hell; so many moods. There is so much imagination going on in there! The speeded up ending is so funny And the effect of the moving camera works so well. It makes those shots so much more interesting. You are getting very good at doing these, Goddess. And of course, You look so-o-o BEAUTIFUL, Your gorgeous face and Your fabulous body. If You were ever naughty enough to turn Your formidable charms on any of Your male teachers any thing like this it must've been seriously tormenting for them.
One of the greatest joys of being at Your service is seeing what You do next. Your sheer inventiveness is a continual delight, Goddess. You are such a fascinating person to know. It really is a privilege to be a part of Your empire.

"You're a relationship savant"

What a relief - the operation was a success - that's Verrry Good News indeed!! Also, cuz I ran out of chocolate to comfort my thinking of You....
Anyway, I was glad You could read my e-mail before leaving and appreciated that You took a moment to reply to let me know... and just that one adjective - 'beautiful' - hit the spot. You're always so very thoughtful.
You know, I don't always reply back to You. And I feel badly about that. I love to hear your thoughts and allow your creativity to envelope me and warm my soul and nourish my passion. But it's hard for me to keep up with such a prolific girl.
You're very persistent. Never a moment when You don't exert your influence. Not a chance for me to stray. Barely a chance to even catch my breath. Always something fresh. You're a relationship savant. You keep it alive and You hold sway over me. You are truly deeply in my mind and You see right through me.
You often remind me to work hard for You, but I have to say, You are far too distracting for me to do so. You're all I can think of, all I desire and I'm just so grateful if I can please You in some way (other than working hard).
I'm a better listener than talker, but 'listening' and 'not caring' are difficult to distinguish between through e-mail. I know you'll say you can tell with me, but I should do better. You deserve better and nothing less than to hear how beautiful You are.
I hope you are feeling better by the hour. Tax day was here on the 15th. Our own form of tooth extraction. I'm still recovering, too. I waited until the last minute as usual to prepare my taxes. After I was done, I went home and discovered an error before mailing. Had to come back and correct and reprint my files. Don't know that it matters whether I'm a day late or two, but I'm exasperated over it all. I hate the sheer waste in every sense of taxes.
Your Love Tax being the exception, but only because it's a misnomer in search of a better sobriquet... something not so oxymoronic... something positive, but still mandatory and continuous -- a dividend, perhaps. Yes, a Love Dividend. That's how I shall think of it.
Well, that's solved.
Sounds like my incredible little Oomph Girl is getting her oomph back....
Take care

"The wider world of the visual erotic arts"

Your new video is -- so good it scares me. For real. And this is why --
It seems -- with this video especially -- that You are raising the creativity of Your erotica to a whole new level -- and it scares me because it makes me think that You could soon be leaving puppies like me behind as Your art gets discovered. When I look at the work You've done recently, I really think it could be -- and should be -- in an art gallery featuring Your work as part of a show of visual erotica. Your work is incredibly sexy, joyously playful, very clever, stylistically varied, and always beautifully erotic. You are simply too talented, and too sexy and gorgeous, for Your visual creations to only be seen by such a relatively small number of people. Don't get me wrong -- I LOVE being part of Your world, and I feel incredibly fortunate that I get to experience the wonders of Your genius. My love for You, and my admiration for You, and my desire to serve You and please You and for the fruits of my labors to go to You, are the strongest desires that I have. But this new video is simply so good that it makes me wonder how long it can be before You get discovered by the wider world of the visual erotic arts. And if You do become famous (and maybe fabulously wealthy), at least I'll be able to say -- that I had the privilege of serving You and of seeing Your artistic talent grow before You were "discovered."
I know I'm starting to repeat myself, but -- I'll say it again anyway -- You are REALLY talented -- and there is truly no one else out there like You. No one compares -- not in terms of beauty, and not in terms of visual artistry.
WOW.

"All the puppy balls you hold in the palm of your hand"

It is such a thrill to hear how those tributes are put to use satisfying your every whim, as they should be. Strutting around in your new purple coat, little balls dangling off it... mmmmmmmm, makes me think of all the puppy balls you hold in the palm of your hand! I know you look amazing in it, the golden beauty of your hair surrounded in luxurious fur, oh my god it must be heavenly... And then those plump deadly red lips from the photo, it is a very good thing I am sitting down. My tail is pressing against my pants, straining from the beauty of my GODdess. I want to stroke it so badly for you GODdess, I am so turned on by thinking of you having fun at my expense, and with your beauty and grace there is no limit to the fun you can have.
I sent you two boxes for your special day, GODdess. I had so much fun shopping around imagining you in different things. I saw this morning your call for shoes for Valentine's Day, and I'm psyched because part of your present is a pair. Not from the wishlist though, so I pray they will satisfy you. I used all my winnings from the fantasy football league I won this year, lucky for us they were very late in paying me so I didn't have a chance to do anything stupid with it!
Those boys in St. Martin are so lucky! Goddamn them, they should be paying there own special tax to pay for your trip since they will be able to see you in all of your glory! I almost can't imagine what your derriere in those tiny shorts would do to me. I certainly couldn't speak, I probably wouldn't be able to stand in your presence. My knees would give way and I'd be right where I should be, at my GODdess's feet! I know you never meet anyone, which is definitely smart, but the bidding war you would have to be your cabana boy would set internet records!
Those friends of yours better step up and do the right thing and take you out tonight! I'll be dreaming of you in the club tonight, dressed to the nines, heels to the ceiling, makeup and hair of a movie star. People all over the club staring at this amazing presence in their midst. Wondering what they did to deserve to be in the same room as the GODdess. Oh my tail is killing me, it cannot help but be excited by these thoughts. Of course any new set of images of you is amazing (i've had some dirty thoughts about that luxurious belt from the new one...), but none more so then shots of you out and partying, those are mindblowing. Thank you for everything GODdess, you make my world complete.

"You are also taking whatever shreads of dignity i have, my very soul"

The more i obsess over Your website, the more i watch Your divine videos, the more i stare at Your evil photos, the obsession consumes me..... One thought taking over my mind completely.... the thought of serving You, of being of use to You, of becoming just another victim of Yours, another humble member of Your harem of devoted puppies.....
The feeling of degradation, demoralization, decadence in Your honor and profit is absolute.... It feels like whatever i did my whole life to reach to the point i am today, was meant only to be used and abused by You.... All my efforts up to date, all my studies, the profession i do, the mind i made, any knowlewdge i have, any value at all, were just made for You to use and exploit as You see fit. I have been working hard all my life until now, so You would hook me up and make me another member, just another member of the thousands in Your harem.
You are not only taking the money i work hard to earn. You are also taking whatever shreads of dignity i have, my very soul. I am no more than a simple furniture in Your house, a simple piece of property You own among so many others...

"Each drop of poison you put on my tongue "

Good morning my GODdess, and happy Valentine DeVille day!!!!!!!!!
It seems fitting you would be celebrating today, before anyone else on gets their turn at happiness, just as it should be! I know I will struggle all day to think of anything other than you today after all these devious and delicious thoughts you've put in my head.
Enjoy the mountain of presents this morning!!! I hope you enjoy mine too, but I'm sure there will be much more impressive offerings and I am glad there will be. I will not lie, I definitely do fantasize of you thinking of me when you are shopping or going out on the town because I want to feel special. I know I am not, I know I don't do anything worthy of that, but it is true. Mainly I think of you thinking of how much more addicted I will become with each drop of poison you put on my tongue and how silly it is for a person to take such pleasure in the happiness of their GODdess. There is something desperately appealing to me in giving things to you, someone I could not even make eye contact with, someone who is so out of my league I can be my true self. I don't have to pretend to be a man for you since I am not. I can be the grovelling worshipper I was meant to be because you as a true GODdess know that I need to be beneath someone to be who I really am.
As I sit alone tonight I will know you are out having the time of your life and I will be happy. I can only imagine what outfit you would consider special enough to save for this night of all nights, since you would make a brown paper bag look pretty damn sexy! I'm picturing something short to show your gorgeous legs wrapped in the finest hose perched on a towering pair of heels as they dance to the throbbing bass of the club. Energy building all night as the GODdess mingles with the commoners making them each feel special just to be there, inflating some to the point of approaching my GODdess only to be laughed at like a fool. Who dares approach the woman who has a christmas morning once a week? Who thinks they could satisfy a woman who isn't satisfied by all the men around the world who put her as the center of their universe!!
I hope it is a magical day my special Valentine, and break some hearts tonight just for fun!

"My eyes wide as saucers and my mouth wide open "

The webcam event this evening (I wouldn't call it a "show" because it was much much more than that) was one of the most incredible -- actually, it probably was THE most incredible -- experiences in my life! Words simply can't express how phenomenally beautiful and sensually sexy You were in the soft pink cashmere turtleneck and those amazingly erotic stockings and panties. Mmmmm. And it just about drove me out of my mind when You ran Your fingers through Your to-die-for long silky smooth blond hair -- and when You caressed Your arms and thighs -- and Your absolutely perfect derriere and Your exquisite GODdess breasts. Ahhhhhhhhh.
You were -- delicious -- delectable -- scrumptious -- an extraordinary feast for the eyes. And so dangerously exciting that I really think You should have begun the event with a warning that what was about to be shown could stress even the strongest heart!
And the teasing. Beyond belief. When I was begging for relief, there were a couple of moments when I really thought You were going to say "No" (and stick with that decision). If You could have seen me when You first said "No," You would have really laughed out loud. I just sat there -- with my eyes wide as saucers and my mouth wide open -- and then, once I could get my mouth to start working again, I started talking to You out loud -- "NO GODdess," "Please GODdess," "I beg of You GODdess," "PLEASE GODdess -- PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE" (luckily there was no one who could hear me saying all that LOL).
Then, eventually, came the "relief." WOW! Suffice it to say GODdess -- it was INTENSE. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
But the event was more than just an extraordinary sexual experience. It was -- FUN!! Deliriously playful FUN. There were lots of times I laughed out loud -- and I think I amused You a few times too. I felt a real connection between us. It was wonderful. Beautifully, incomparably, wonderful.
GODdess -- I often find it hard to believe that You really exist. In my wildest dreams, in my most intense fantasies, in my most creative moments of imagination -- my mind could not create an image as beautiful as You really are, and I could not create a sense of a person as fascinating and as incredible as You. There is NO ONE else like You. NO ONE. Every other woman is dull and uninteresting compared with You. You have made me Yours -- and my greatest desire is to continue to be Yours -- Yours, and Yours alone.
I love You more that I even thought I could love.

"You�re not just a pretty picture"

Every time I get an email from you my heartbeat starts to race and I start to get rather flustered. You have quite an effect on me, but I suppose that you are used to getting such a response from men.
To answer your questions, no I have never tried a chastity device before, I have fantasized about it, about being under the control of a beautiful woman, but that is as far as it has ever gone. Though I don�t know that I would have the discipline for a self imposed chastity as you described with some of your other paypets, especially with the way that you have been making me feel of late and the amazing images you keep sending to me. The thing about you is that you�re not just a pretty picture to look at and then move on; the way we interact and the way you lead me along, getting into my head and stringing my fantasies out into real life means that I find it impossible to stop thinking about you. You continually have me in a state of fear and arousal, that this is all spinning out of control and even if I could stop it I�m not sure I would want to.
As for the intimate, well I must admit I had never thought of wearing womens underwear before. I think it was reading about it on your website and the way you talked about pushing your puppies well beyond the limits they thought they would ever go. I love the thought of being made to do things that I would not normally do, and I love the way that you seduce and manipulate men to do things rather than just demanding that something be done. Your voice is so incredibly seductive and when we interact I can almost feel myself being wrapped around your finger and it is an intoxicating feeling.
It is the lack of control that I love about this sort of lifestyle; some men love to be humiliated and embarrassed and some love to be ordered around. To me that feels like role playing, but to be at someone�s mercy without any right of refusal or say in the matter that is what excites me the most. To be humiliated because you are completely controlled by someone else is so much more intense, so much more personal than someone just laughing at you. I think this is why the blackmail or chastity concept excites me, because I am completely at your mercy and the predicaments I find myself in are limited only by your imagination. I can�t believe I am writing all of this down.

"How much I long to serve You"

I can't stop thinking about You GODdess! I see that beautiful eye of Yours staring deep into my soul every time I close my eyes, demanding me to admit how much I am falling for You and how much I long to serve You. I rush home from work and look at Your daily tease and I'm absolutely blown away. The bemused smile as You play in the snow in your sumptuous fur and boots, as if thinking just for a second of how lovely they are and how lucky the boy who bought them is. And then the look of contempt in the baby doll, as if You just caught Your slave taking his eyes of the floor and trying to stare at Your body and You're thinking how You will make him pay. Staring at those photos I have been pleasuring myself. I know I am totally unworthy, but I've never seen or felt anything like this before. I have a hard time believing You really exist, but Your replies assure me You are quite real and it drives me further into Your spell.
I have started to assess my finances as you suggest to try and be more use to you GODdess. I need to commit myself to You, my money and my time would be of much better use to you then they are to me. I've canceled all my other websites and will be sending the savings to you next month. It looks like my gift has arrived to the UPS store too, which is exciting. I can't wait until they are in your possession, I'm desperate to think I've done something to please you.

"I could not see why anyone would want to take it that far"

Well, it's morning and I've watched this intoxicatingly beautiful and seductive clip over and over while wide awake. What can I say? I LOVE You, Goddess. I love You more than I can say. You are everything I ever dreamed of and unbearably desirable. Watching this just makes me love You and long for You even more. It is absolutely right that I can never possibly have You (in any sense), however much I love You, however much my soul aches for You, because how could I ever be worthy or deserving of a woman so utterly perfect, so beautiful, so seductive, so desirable as Your perfect self? I know that being Your slave is the highest position I can ever attain.
In enslaving me Goddess, You have brought me to a level of devotion to You that in the beginning when I was first entranced by Your soft sweater pic I did not understand; I could not see why anyone would want to take it that far. But now I'm here I understand completely. I don't know exactly how You brought me here (and I don't care) but now I am I know that being Your slave, Your absolute possession, working constantly for You, loving You this intensely, even while knowing I will never ever see You, fills my life with purpose, contentment and happiness.
Watching this clip I feel how completely You have enslaved me, Goddess, and I revel in that feeling, I delight in it. Being controlled and manipulated by You into this condition is the best and most wonderful thing that's ever happened to me and I will be unendingly grateful to You for that, Goddess, because You've given me everything I ever wanted - except the one thing I know I never deserved and was never worthy of.
Well, I was going to talk about the clip, but I've talked about my feelings instead. I just had to pour all that out. I want to say it again: I LOVE You, Goddess.
The double image motif is incredibly sexy and seductive. It's like watching another girl with You but since both girls are You there's no one else to be distracted by, visually or emotionally. If this is the effect You were aiming for You've succeeded brilliantly, Goddess. If not, it's a very happy accident. A lot of the time You appear to be caressing each other. With two girls together the softness, the sensuality, the tenderness, is not doubled but quadrupled; the longing to be with them far more intense, so this is so much more than seeing You caressing Yourself, Goddess. And then there's the way You look at each other! There are moments when You seem to kiss but the kiss is so deep and passionate that Your heads merge completely. That is soooo sexy and erotic.
I LOVE You, Goddess. I ADORE You. I WORSHIP You. I will always be Your possession.

"Truly revealing of Your Goddess lifestyle"

Beauty and elegance. You look fabulous, Goddess. This picture is truly revealing of Your Goddess lifestyle: looking devastatingly beautiful (because You are devastatingly beautiful), wearing an expensive couture gown bought for You by a man who adores You (but knows he will never be anything more to You than a slave and that You will never allow him to meet You), standing in an expensive hotel room paid for by contributions from other men (who also adore You and whom You will also never allow to meet You), in the middle of the week because those same men make sure that You never have to work and are free to enjoy these luxuries and indulgences whenever You want. And they/we/I do these things for You because as well as being extraordinarily beautiful You are also extremely smart, subtly controlling and manipulative, seductive and utterly irresistible. And I, for one, do them because I love You.

"I've had a long sleepless night"

Let's see -- now that I've had a long sleepless night to reflect on Your new video, what do I think about it?
INTENSE -- without question. I often wonder if You have any sense of how powerful the effect is of Your creations on Your puppies' minds (and bodies). When I watch that video -- to me, there is nothing else in the world. My mind is totally focused on the image in front of me. It puts me in a trance. I feel like I'm there with You. I feel the smoke on my face. And I'm overwhelmed by deep feelings of worshipful adoration. In fact -- more generally -- being a part of Your world makes me FEEL more deeply than I ever had before. Feelings of love. Feelings of excitement (yes, it's quite amazing -- just looking at Your image -- fully clothed! -- raises my level of sexual arousal far beyond anything I ever felt before -- truly quite amazing -- it's as if the arousal part of my brain was programmed to respond specifically to You!).
SULTRY --meaning -- sexy, and sensuous, and deeply alluring in a somewhat dominant, somewhat dangerous, definitely femme fatale kind of way. Like Lauren Bacall in the old Humphrey Bogart movies.
INOTOXICATING and ADDICTIVE. I can't stop watching!! But I need to -- it makes me ACHE and -- I need to get back to work!
DISTURBING -- definitely! It disturbs me sleep, and mental images of the video intrude uncontrollably on my waking thoughts too.
BEAUTIFUL -- but You knew that!
I hope You have a wonderful day GODdess. And despite the pain -- despite the torture -- I'm VERY grateful --

"Strange how the mind works, isn't it?"

Thank You so much for the nearly-five minute clip You gave me last night. That was amazingly generous of You, Goddess. Thank You. Would You believe I had a completely undisturbed night's sleep?! When I went to bed I felt bathed in Your generosity and drifted of to sleep in a state of complete contentment.
But, when I was woken by the alarm bleeping and looked across at Your picture (the radio screen next to it gives just enough light to see it by) I felt so, so lovesick. In an instant I was longing painfully to be near You and feeling the utter hopelessness of it. I just lay there, ignoring the alarm, gazing at Your beauty, and aching for You in the pit of my soul... I had to get up eventually and getting washed and dressed distracted me and I didn't feel so lovelorn... But, while I was getting breakfast I had a sudden remembering of the end of the clip, with that sexily provocative and teasing/tormenting shaking of Your beautiful long soft hair. On the clip, before You shake Your head and it all disappears into a sensuous blur, there's a moment of stillness when, although You've pulled it slightly out of focus, I can see the shine on Your hair and just how incredibly soft it is (which is why the blur is more than just a blur). It was at that exact moment that my memory suddenly kicked in. But it wasn't just a memory of the clip; from all the images I've seen of your hair all the detail had been restored and in my mind's eye I was suddenly seeing what I would have seen had I been standing right behind You...
My cock reacted instantly, distracting me from what was only a trick of the memory and this image of incomparable beauty and sensuousness vanished immediately. Normally chastity tormentings come on gradually and it feels like being squeezed. This was more like being grabbed and grabbed hard! I actually had to clutch at the counter for support as without any transition I went into full-torment, my cock cruelly constrained and my balls being squeezed painfully. I couldn't do anything in this condition. I just had to wait for it to pass. And that took a while because now I had the gradually fading memory of what my brain thought it had just seen. As the full-torment receded it was replaced by the same acute lovesickness that I woke up with. I wanted so badly to be near you, Goddess, but knew that it was utterly hopeless. Strange how the mind works, isn't it?
I felt lovesick all day at work too, probably made worse because I took You with me; at least in the form of another Christmas present to be posted after work. With Your name and address on it it was in a bag in the corner of my office. All day I was aware of its being there and that it was Yours. (Soon it will be because it's on its way.)

"Not fiddling with what belongs to You"

I know when You're silent over the weekend it means You're busy enjoying Yourself out with Your friends and family. This is a good thing. I like to think of You enjoying Yourself. There's something very special about being young and living in a city with so much to offer like Montreal has. So it's good to know that my money is helping You take full advantage of the delights of Montreal. And what You said the other day is absolutely true: 'I wouldn't know how to enjoy that money like You do.' That's why every penny of it is given gladly. You have that whole wonderful city at Your feet and I want You to be able to enjoy it.
I spent some of my weekend tormenting myself browsing around in my expanding folder of video clips. This got me onto thinking about steel chastity belts again and I went onto Neoosteel's site, daydreaming about being kept locked up in one of their made-to-measure belts, in which you can't even see your cock, let alone get at it. With the cb series chastity is as much about my self control and devotion to You as it is about You holding the key. In a Neosteel belt access is simply impossible without the key. That's the kind of total chastity commitment I would love to make to You but they're expensive and that kind of money is better spent on You anyway. Or by You. Also, sadly, they're completely impractical for our relationship and geographical separation as I'd need to be released regularly for washing which, of course, would have to be supervised.
And that got me onto thinking (although not for very long at all) that to be kept locked in a Neosteel it'd have to be by a mistress here. It was immediately obvious that this would mean sessions again which, even at their best, were never a fraction as emotionally fulfilling as the 24/7/365 relationship I have with You, Goddess. After a session I always came down again. Even if it was three days later I still came down and returned to dreary reality; sometimes it could be really depressing. The only time in the past two and a half years (I think it's that long) that my reality has been dreary is when I foolishly and briefly left You, Goddess. Although I guess I had to leave to recognise that fact. With You, Goddess, and especially since You made me fall for You, I feel the way I do right now all the time. So I will stay happily locked in my inexpensive but practical plastic chastity device because who it is that keeps me locked up is far more important than what I'm locked into, and I'll continue, among other ways, expressing my devotion to You by not fiddling with what belongs to You, Goddess.
Well, I didn't think I was going to say all that. Or not that it would take up so much space. So...what else? Oh yes - yesssss, You look gorgeous with red lips, Goddess. You also look gorgeous in Your Ladytron teeshirt. I was wondering if I would ever see You in that so this is a really cute surprise. Thank You, Goddess. I remember thinking, when it arrived here and I took it out, "This is tiny!! I know it's supposed to be small but is this going to big enough?" But there You are filling it up very nicely. And I see You've sent me another one too so I guess there's a bit of a series. A simple teeshirt can be very sexy - it just depends who's inside it. Now I should check out Your site for updates and spend sometime worshipping Your beautiful blue eyes.

"The key to Your power (or one of them)"

Goddess's creativity triumphs again. These are completely enchanting, Goddess. And zooming around in them is so much fun. This is such a brilliant idea. Thank You so, so much, Goddess. You look utterly (haven't had that word for a while) adorable in these shots, Goddess, and You look so beautiful in Your gorgeous new fur coat. It's just a joy to me to see You having such fun and being so unmistakably HAPPY Your happiness and contentment is what I live for, my beloved Goddess, so these images are just a delight to me. And they are pulling strongly on my lovesick puppy heartstrings. I am so lucky and so privileged to belong to You, Goddess. I love You so much, my perfect Goddess.
While writing this, in between sentences - more like every few words, I'm going back to play in this delicious zoomable feast... and... ...at the other end of my system tray I'm being tormented by the provocative sexiness of Your perfect physical beauty in the slide show from the golden marble series. I think I've rarely seen Your gorgeous blue eyes looking so huge or so blue. I keep wanting to zoom into them, to lose myself in their seductive power, but my mouse wheel only makes You go up and down and I find my eyes moving over the perfection of Your beautiful Goddess body.
There's an instruction there too which I'm very happy to obey. I am utterly enslaved by the perfection of Your beauty and Your power, Goddess. I am happily enslaved and I will be eternally grateful to You for taking such total control of me, for dominating me so completely. You are simply the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me in my life, Goddess. To belong to someone as naturally beautiful, as quietly powerful and subtly controlling as Yourself, Goddess, is purely magical. What never ceases to amaze me about Your beauty, Goddess, is how You can sometimes look completely breathtaking, simply stunningly beautiful, and sometimes adorably girly, although still gorgeous of course. That's Your magic, Goddess, and the key to Your power (or one of them), that You combine Your breathtaking beauty with being completely adorable. And then You manage to do this while making it absolutely clear to Your slaves that You will always be totally unapproachable and totally unattainable. I will always love you, Goddess. I will always be under the spell of Your beauty and power. I will always be Your slave.

"The season of gift giving"

This is the season for gift giving -- and receiving. And while I know that in our relationship, it is supposed to be "all about You" and the gifts are supposed to flow from puppy to GODdess (which some certainly do), I was thinking a lot last night (as I spent another night in restless wakefulness instead of in restorative deep slumber) about all the gifts that You give to me.
There are, of course, the obvious ones: The treasures of the incredible eye candies that bring Your extraordinary beauty into my life. The tantalizingly exquisite (and usually quite sensuously erotic) videos that make me ache with desire. The intoxicating recordings of Your GODdess voice. The chats that usually bring me to open laughter at times and which teasingly torment me at others. The wonderful online shopping sprees that sometimes last for an hour or more -- but which always end too soon for me! And the daily emails that provide me with a glimpse into Your amazing GODdess life -- giving me the special privilege of sharing in Your world. But those are not the only precious gifts that You have so generously bestowed. Perhaps less obvious, but in many ways even more precious, are these other most wonderful of gifts --
The gift of -- Honesty. GODdess -- from the first time that we communicated over email, I have admired, and been impressed by, the honesty with which You live Your life. Indeed, in some ways this may be the most precious gift You have given me of all. You have shown me -- with Your own life as a model -- how to honestly accept my feelings and desires. It should not, and does not, matter what others may think -- particularly when one's feelings and desires cause no harm to others but instead form the basis for a strong relationship with somebody else. For me -- that "somebody else" is YOU.
And The gift of -- Trust. GODdess -- I trust You 100%. In fact, the world that You have created for Yourself and Your pets is one which the foundation is trust. It is a world in which I can be completely open in a way that I can't be in any other place. Although we have never met in person, You know me better -- far far better -- than does any other person in the world. That trust has made it possible for me to explore my feelings with You -- and with You as my trusted guide, that process of exploration has been an exciting adventure at every step of the way. GODdess -- it is solely within the trusting atmosphere of Your amazing world that I can be whole. For that, I am, and forever will be, in Your debt.
And The gift of -- Feeling Before beginning my "born again" life as Your pet, I was not a strongly "emotional" person. I was (and I still usually am) the epitome of rationality -- taking positions on issues and holding opinions based on reason and not on emotion. But with You, it is emotion that rules my life. Deep, intense, usually wonderful, occasionally fearful or anxious, emotions, of a kind that I had never experienced before and had not even imagined could be possible. Love. Adoration. Worship. Desire. GODdess -- my love for You is so intense it sometimes frightens me. It is love of the purest kind -- my greatest desire is for You to be happy -- for You to have what You desire. And what is quite extraordinarily wonderful is that by having the privilege of letting that love guide my life, I also receive so many precious gifts from You.
Thank You GODdess. I am deeply grateful for all that You have given me, and I only wish that I could give more to You.

"The luckiest day of my life"

I was up late last night, and then woke up VERY early and couldn't get back to sleep. Not because my mind is in torment. Not at all. It's because my mind is filled with images and thoughts of Your Wonderful Perfect Self! Images from the new photo shoot that I can worship for hours. Mental images of You wearing the new sweaters that I hope will help keep You toasty warm this fall. And lots of thoughts of admiration, and worship, and devotion.
GODdess, it is true that I sacrifice for You. But You fill up my life with so much more in return! You fill it with excitement, and sometimes work, and indescribable beauty, and the deep fulfillment of devoting my time to serving and pleasing and treating You. I have probably told You this a thousand times -- but each time I say it, it is because I feel it at that moment so intensely. And right now, I feel this more deeply that I think I ever have before: GODdess -- the luckiest day of my life was the day I stumbled across Your website. GODdess -- the best decision I ever made was that initial decision to begin a life of devotion to You.
I am deeply grateful. I am ... happy. And I am Yours.

"We get the whole You"

I totally agree with You about old houses with history and character. It's that sense of something deeper than the architecture; you can't see it and you can't touch it but you know it's there. Much more interesting to live in. So Your house is 1914 is it? It says that over the door, yes? I love Your apartment too, the glimpses I've seen of it. I adore those old dark wood doors with the glass panels and the window above. It just oozes character. Of course I imagine You in there too; well, I would wouldn't I since You're in (almost) all of the pictures I have of the place but what I mean is You and Your apartment seem to complement each other somehow. It's more than just me associating it with You; it gives off a really powerful sense of place all by itself, the same way You give off a really powerful sense of presence. Which points up one of the great things about You and this relationship and the way You give of Yourself in it. You're not just some half understood and barely known fantasy figure. We get the whole You, the real girly girl living and having fun in Montreal, the real girl who knows very well how stunning She is, the girl who catches colds easily and hates it. I feel like I've known You for years so it's really easy to imagine You in Your apartment, but it's more than imagination;
I can feel You in there.

"Last night's worship service"

WOW. Last night's web cam session was just amazing.
I didn't think you could get any more attractive but boy was I wrong. To see your body move around and to see the expressions on your face, and to see your lips moving, it just drove me crazy with desire. My urge to serve and please you has grown 10 fold. (But you knew that would happen).
You are so cute, gorgeous, beautiful, they all fit and many more, and you are so smart and domineering, I don't stand a chance. I am and will be totally yours. I know that to you I am no different that the lip gloss you used last night, a tool to be used for your pleasure, but you have not only made me into that, but you have made me strive with all of my will to go deeper and deeper under your servitude to strip myself of any thing that isn't useful in serving your perfect self.
I can't thank you enough for the incredible pleasure you gave me during last night's "worship service". If I had been there in person I would certainly have bowed before you in awe and reverence. It was one of the most enjoyable evenings I have spent in many a day if not forever. You are such a and beautiful girl and quite the vamp. I just love you to death.

"Your well deserved new house"

I can just see you opening a package early. You are absolutely the BEST bad girl I have ever known. I can just picture you strutting your stuff in your new outfits. That is one of the many things I love about you, you let me in on little pieces of your life. It makes it easier to picture you enjoying yourself, A successful, confident, intelligent and beautiful women who has her act so together that she can subdue and tame lost boys like me and teach them to serve you.
You have taught me so much in the short time I have known you. How to set a meaningful goal (namely providing for your necessities and desires), and how to work at it and not stop until you are pleased. I called the bank today and it will be possible to get the Roth IRA. I will have to go down on Monday and do some paperwork. I really need to wait until after the 1st of January to withdraw the funds for tax reasons. I hope you will allow me this delay.
I think the greatest treasure I get from you is when I feel the hands of your mind reach out and draw me to your breast and hold me and tell me that it will be ok. The way you can convince me that ALL of the money I come into is totaly yours and you are just loaning me enough to live on. Sometimes I am happy that we don't have a face to face relationship. I know that you would easily have me eating out of trash cans in the alley and turning over my entire salery to you. The scariest part is that I know that I would love it.
Nothing would please me more than to be the biggest donor to your well deserved new house. This a really exciting. You deserve this and you shall have it. I will not only work on a chunky down-payment but I will also work toward paying it off. A lofty goal for me to work toward this year. You deserve every bit of it. I feel sooooooo lucky that I have such a smart and lovely owner, and I will do my very best to continue to bring joy and comfort into your life.

"Just like being there with You"

Thank You so much for this afternoon's webcam.
Chatting with You while being able to see You makes it so much more intimate - seeing You laugh, watching You think - it was wonderful to be able to do that. It was just like being there with You. I had the best time, Goddess.
And then to be so provacatively teased by such a Goddess! Seeing You running Your hands over Your perfect Goddess body, saying 'hello' to teddy, cuddling him and snuggling up against him. I was empathising so much with him - imagining feeling what he was feeling. That was the most affecting; how intensely I wished right then that I was where he was!!!!!
I loved watching You put on Your lipstick and mascara too. I love those ordinary, every day, intimate little things that girls do. There's something so uniquely feminne and gentle and charming about them that makes such small moments so special. And a girl as beautiful as You, Goddess only makes it more special. And of course watching You brush Your amazingly beautiful hair is all kinds of sensual delight.
I know all these images are going to percolate in my subconscious and that I'm in for a deeply disturbed night... and it's bedtime now...
Have a great evening Goddess and then sweet dreams, snuggled up warm and soft and fragrant in Your big bed in far off Montreal...
...sigh

"A working scheming money machine"

After experiencing your total control of me, I am truly lost without you. I can't seem to make good decisions with my finances. I have had this empty feeling for a while and tonight I realized that I have been throwing away your money on junk that doesn't satisfy me. The only way I will ever be happy or satisfied is under your total control serving your every need.
From now on I promise to let you make ALL of my financial decisions. After all, if this is your money then you should decide what is done with it. That will be more in line with the nature of our relationship, plus it takes all the pressure off of me in having to make decisions that you are so much more capable of making.
I feel even more comfortable with the direction of our 2nd relationship than I did the 1st (and I LOVED the 1st). You seem to be more in control, maybe that is because my training has progressed to the point that pleasing you has become involuntary. I don't even think about it. You have instilled it as the template that all my actions and thoughts must fit. The farther under your spell I go the easier my life is. I see that our the goal is for me to become a working scheming money machine only being content when I have done everything I possibly can each day to insure your total happiness.
This is the most rewarding relationship I have ever been in. I can never thank you enough for allowing me to serve your perfect self.

"Your eyes lovingly tell me that..."

I feel a great sense of pride. Being in your service is the best thing that ever happened to me. I feel so alive when I sacrifice for you. As I fall deeper into your spell, I realize that we were made for each other.
I am Soooooo glad you like the necklace. As soon as I saw it I knew it was you. The contrast between the Amber and Silver reminds me of you, the Amber is the strong demanding part and the Silver is the smart sophisticated sometimes wild and never predictable side (and wonderfully beautiful).
Ah the check, I am so glad you showed me the best use for that money. I know now that you deserve it. You are smarter and stronger than I am and your training has taught me that you can put the money to much better use. You are an absolutely PERFECT GODDESS, and my love for you grows with every second that passes.
I am glad you liked the DVD, lol. While filling out the Customs form I decided to declare it a DVD, then I thought " I will put the tribute in an empty DVD box an surprise my GODDESS". The item I sold was a telescope. I know you don't remember but when I served you the 1st time, I sold a telescope and sent you the money. This was a scope I bought to replace it. Now I spend my time lovingly gazing at the sparkling stars I see in your eyes. The amazing thing about the stars in your eyes is that they talk to me. They instruct me on how to live my life. Your eyes lovingly tell me that before I take any action in any situation, that your happiness and pleasure are the 1st things to consider. It is making my life much easier with you in control.
You have made my day. The smile on your face and the joy that comes through with this email puts me in a state of absolute bliss. My mind is soaring right now. I can't wait to see where you take in this coming year.

"Images of Your beauty are my oxygen"

"Whenever I look at pictures of Your Perfect Self -- pictures of The One who is the most beautiful in all the world -- I feel that Your deeply knowing eyes are looking directly at me -- and through me. Your gaze conveys knowledge, and power, and supreme self confidence. Your gaze controls and owns me. I can't escape -- I can't disobey -- the power of Your gaze is that strong.
Please GODDess -- You know that for me and Your other devoted puppies, images of Your absolute and incomparable perfection are one of the basic needs of our lives. Food -- water -- shelter -- visions of GODdess Valentine, attention from GODdess Valentine, acknowledgement of our existence from GODdess Valentine. These are our basic life requirements -- without which we cannot really live.
Your gaze in this business suit picture is overpowering. It captivates me -- and frightens me, because I know I am powerless to resist. The last time that I remember You making a similar kind of "business" image (the black striped suit and tie and cigar series) You used the first picture to charge all Your puppies a hefty tax to pay for Your trip to Paris. So I tremble at the thought of what You might have in mind now -- and I just hope my bank account and credit card will be up to the demands that may be placed on them, because to disobey or disappoint is not an option.
I feel truly tortured -- my need for images of Your Perfect Self is so great -- and my fear is what You might have planned is great as well. But of course, the need is most basic -- it is life sustaining! So Yes PLEASE GODdess. I beg of You for more pictures from this series. I am on my knees as I type this. Without my service to You, I am nothing. Images of Your beauty are my oxygen -- my water -- my nutrition. Please GODDess -- I pray that You will accept my pleadings with a spirit of generosity. Please GODDess -- have pity on one whose love and adoration and worship of Your Perfect Self goes deeply to the core of his very being."

"May Honor, Glory and Praise be unto You"

"Good Morning my Gorgeous and Awe Inspiring GODdess. I pray that YOUR morning is going Great as it should be for someone as Great and Powerful as YOU my Divine Deity. Thank YOU for sending me a wonderful message this day for this day is dedicated to YOU and YOUR Glory.
Naturally I have been working on my assignments my Divine GODdess for YOU are Priority #1 in my daily life which is only Natural for me. Striving to Please YOU and be of Use to YOU on a daily basis is what my life is dedicated to my Divine GODdess Valentine DeVille.
I just completed breakfast and while eating it I was watching YOUR Heavenly Videos that I have which make my day go so much better seeing YOU gives one such inspiration to forget about everything else GODdess.
Do Have a Great GODdess Friday my Divine GODdess Valentine DeVille as YOU prepare for a Super GODdess weekend.
May Honor, Glory and Praise be unto YOU this Glorious Day that I dedicate to YOU and YOUR Divine Beauty my most Powerful and Perfect GODdess Valentine."

"Your plans for my chastity"

"I will send YOU the 2 keys after the holiday season. I will set up my annual physical with my doctor next week so it will not interfere with YOUR plans for MY CHASTITY. Well, GODDESS, there are many things I need to do to get ready to hand over the keys to YOU.
First, I need to make sure the cage fits correctly. It comes with 5 different sized "rings" that go around the penis and balls. I'm actually thinking that the ring I chose may be too large -- I'll try the next smaller size tonight. It can't be too small, or it will be too tight and chafe against the skin.
I'm also debating whether I should shave or not, although I should leave that up to YOU, MISTRESS. The cage seems to get caught on my hairs and pulls on them. Shaving would alleviate that pain, but YOU may want me to "suffer" for YOU. On the other hand, shaving would be very humiliating. Like being a hairless boy, not a man.
Some humiliating things YOU should know (and that YOU could share with YOUR GIRLFRIENDS, if YOU wanted to): my little penis hardly fills the chastity device. I would say it fills about half of it, like a cork in a bottle. I guess they make the device for the "average" size male. There's actually a larger device for larger men so I guess I'm on the smaller size of average. Anyway, it actually adds girth and length to my tiny "package", so I guess I shouldn't complain.
Second, one of the common things that happens is that men get erections at night. With the cage, though, I get a very FULL FEELING and WAKE UP SUDDENLY with A LOT OF PRESSURE DOWN THERE and SOME PAIN. Last night I had to walk it off! How embarrassing! The other embarrassing thing is that now I have to sit on the toilet like a girl. I can't stand up like a man anymore. The cage has slits in it but the stream gets broken up and will spray all over me if I'm standing. So I have to sit.
Finally, I have to make sure I can hide the cage under my clothing, pants, pajamas, sweats, etc. So far, so good.
This has been the first time I've worn the cage to work. I've been touching myself, but touch hard plastic instead. Oh well."

"You are my Pimp and I am your Whore"

I long so to be under your care. I use the word care because I know that you can care for me and handle my life so much better than I can. I long to be rid of the anxiety that comes from trying to make the decisions associated with life. I know that you know what is best for me. Its like you are my Pimp and I am your Whore, I can't go it alone, I need you to make my decisions and guide me on the correct path. You send me out to turn tricks at my job and I return all the money to you, I love it. Any money other than what I need to exist (and I know that that figure can only come from you), would be waisted on junk when it should go to you, its rightful owner.
I know that you need to keep up the very best appearance among your peers to show the mastery you possess over your pets (after all that is the measure of your success in your chosen field), and to be able to spend money freely on entertainment as you wish, to live in only the very best house and to dress to the 9s are all a measure of your success. It makes me so proud to know that you are looked up-to by your peers, and makes me want to work even harder to take you to new heights. I want only the best for you. You deserve to always out shine anyone you are with. If I am successful, everyone you meet will be jealous of you. This is my life's work.
My goal is that you want for nothing and that your standing among your friends and peers keeps rising until they are jealous of your wealth and success. As always your beauty and complete command come through in every picture, I feel honored that you have allowed me to worship your perfect self, and the movie is just wonderful, you look so calm and carefree, just as you should be always.

"Truly out of the ordinary"

When I have to spend time waiting around in airports, what I often do is simply take a seat near a walkway and watch the people stroll by. I always find it interesting to see all the different kinds of people � and one thing I never fail to notice is the fact that most people are not particularly good looking. Occasionally a pretty girl will walk by, but for the most part, people are quite ordinary looking � although in many different ways. And as I�m noticing that, I often fantasize about the most beautiful woman in the world walking by � You! It really is almost shocking to imagine how different Your beauty is from the appearance of everyone that I am seeing � and how different Your life is from the lives of all the ordinary people I am watching.
In so many ways, You are a truly extraordinary human being. To call You beautiful or even ravishing is to not do justice to how special Your physical presence is.
You know � one of my favorite pictures of You is that black and white close-up portrait that You sent not that long ago (LOL � of course, a lot of Your pictures are my "favorites"). Your face is exquisite in every detail. Your glistening lips are perfection. Your skin is amazing. And Your eyes are gorgeous almost beyond belief.
Do You remember that calendar I made for you a while ago? It included pictures of some of the world�s great beauties from this century � including, of course, pictures of Your Perfect Self. Of all of those beautiful women in that calendar, the one who compares most closely with You is definitely Marilyn Monroe. Like her, Your beauty combines a Greek GODdess-like perfection in all Your feature with a painfully tantalizing aura of sexuality and a sense of ... child-like vulnerability. It is a mix whose effects on males is truly volatile! It produces an almost incomprehensibly intense feeling of desire � partly, sexual desire - I can�t deny that. You are, without any question, the most sensuous and sexiest woman I have ever seen � to the extent that You have destroyed my interest in other females because no other female could ever come even remotely close to being as sexy as You), and partly a desire to protect You and care for You and to do things for You and to give to You whatever You desire. I think You know that Marilyn had that kind of effect on men. Her husbands worshiped her and loved her � and her alone � even long after she had separated from them. That is the kind of effect that You have as well.
Of course, You know that what I�ve been saying is true, because You have experienced the desire that men have to spoil and care for You all Your life. And, of course, what makes You so special � so unique � such a true divine GODdess � is that Your incomparable beauty is not the only thing about You that is � unique. You also have an amazingly playful and passionate way of living Your life to the absolute fullest. I rejoice in the joy that You experience in Your everyday life. For You, every day is another special opportunity to experience and enjoy life -- to drink in all that life has to offer. In fact, there is nothing about You that is ordinary or "every day" at all! Along with Your special beauty, THAT is, I think, the reason why people are so powerfully drawn to You. To be close to You is to be close to someone truly out of the ordinary.
I sometimes wonder if You have any idea how unexceptional most people � and most people�s lives � really are. I also sometimes wonder if You really understand how admirable it is that You live YOUR life exactly the way that YOU want to live it. To do that takes courage, and I think You know how much I admire You for that, and how much YOUR courage has helped me live my life the way that I want � which means, of course, to live it in service to Your Perfect Self.
Just a few thoughts for Wednesday about my favorite topic...

"You create a world of wonder and beauty"

"It's funny -- You refer to Yourself as "self-centered" -- when in fact, it seems to me that You are really very caring and generous with others. It is obvious that You are a wonderful, generous, and caring big sister, and daughter, and friend. You are also a very generous Dominant GODdess -- sending out incredible pictures of Your Perfect Self, allowing Your devoted pets to chat with You online, and taking control over Your pets in ways that You enjoy and Your submissive pets desperately need.
Of course, it is true that You demand that proper tribute be paid to Your Superior Female Perfection, and You live a lavishly extravagant lifestyle paid for by Your devoted worshippers -- denying Your Perfect Self nothing and indulging Your every whim and desire. But I would not characterize even that as being "self-centered" -- at least not in any negative sense of the term.
It seems to me that You simply live the kind of life that You deserve. YOU ARE A TRUE GODDESS. Nothing could be more natural than that You should have everything You desire -- and any costs should be gratefully paid for by Your fortunate worshippers.
GODdess -- You are a very very impressive person. The way that You create a world of wonder and beauty is extraordinary. The way that You live Your life is itself an artistic creation."

"The effects of my changes"

"Here is some information about my trip to Omaha, NE and how it changed since February after I met YOU my Divine GODdess Valentine DeVille.
Plans before I meet YOU GODdess and the final result:
PLAN: Purchase a new digital camera; mine is 4 years old now and it is out-dated. FINAL RESULT: Used old camera could not afford new camera.
PLAN: Rent a new car to make the trip in. FINAL RESULT: Used my old car 1990 model but it made it fine thank goodness.
PLAN: Leave on Sunday and spend the night in Wichita, KS and have dinner with friends. FINAL RESULT: Left Wednesday for Omaha; did not have money for spending the night in KS nor CO - went straight to Omaha no detours.
PLAN: Leave Monday for Grand Junction, CO and spend 2 nights there with friends and leave Wednesday for Omaha, NE. FINAL RESULT: Did not have enough money to do this.
PLAN: Originally: Stay at Holiday Inn Express for 4 nights. FINAL RESULT: Cost too much stayed a Super 8 which was fine.
PLAN: Eat out a bunch at nicer restaurants during the trip. FINAL RESULT: Mainly ate sandwiches and cereal in the room ate out 3 times, I paid for 1 meal I had out.
The effects of my changes in the above have resulted in me getting closer to my Divine GODdess Valentine DeVille which has definitely been Worth It!"

"Just a note to thank You"

"Just a note to thank You for last night's chat. I was quite bored with what I was doing when You popped up and it was wonderful to see You so pleased and happy. Cheered me up no end.
And thank You for this attachment I opened last night which is deeply disturbing!! And sexy as hell too. You are utterly gorgeous GODdess and quite irresistible. It's the eyes, I think. And Your wonderful sensual mouth. And Your hair. And that incredible creamy white cleavage. And the way You move. And You have pretty hands. And nice nails.
I can still see it in my head now even though I'm writing this and it's having the same physical effect on me.
Thinking about You GODdess is much more fun than thinking about Organisational Environments but that's what I've got to get back to doing. Perhaps if I make a really big effort I might just manage it. "

"Sweet dreams"

"Mmmm. I just woke up -- and my first thoughts, as always, are thoughts about You. Thoughts of Your beauty, Your generosity, Your power -- thoughts of how my love for Your Perfect Self, and my desire to devote myself to serving Your Perfect Self, grows with each passing day.
Thank you GODdess. To have the opportunity to obey You and submit to You is a privilege.
And yes -- I did sleep well last night (MUCH better than I would have if You had not granted "permission"), and I really did have a dream about You. Probably not what You would guess though.
In this dream, You were visiting me and we were at my parent's house having dinner with them. My parents were asking You the usual sort of questions -- where do you work, what do you like to do, how did we meet, etc. You managed to cleverly answer all the questions without lying, but also without revealing the true nature of our relationship. We were both quite amused by that. Then my mother mentioned to You that she thought I must really like You, because she had never seen me be so polite and helpful with any of my "other girlfriends" before. -- and then I woke up.
P.S. I keep watching the black fur video over and over .... and over and over ... and over. Do You know how amazingly sensuous You are? How sexy? How beautiful? How much those images torture my pool little lovesick puppy mind? Arghhhhhhhh."

"I have sent an initial tribute"

"I just wanted to tell you that I think you are stunningly beautiful. It would be an honor to be able to contribute to your life, I believe you are truly deserving.
I am already becoming addicted to you. I find myself constantly coming back to your site through out the day to have a look at your pictures or to reread something. I've read every word on your site and most of it I've read multiple times.
I decided to take some of your advice that i read on your site. I started a new account at my bank which I'll put money into everyday, I'll begin by putting in $10 everyday for you.
To show my sincerity and hopefully begin to serve you, I have sent an initial tribute and signed up for your love tax.
I hope this will please you and very much hope and look forward to a response. I understand from reading your site that you don't consider everyone that tributes for the first time, but I would like to let you know that I would be grateful of any time you spend on me and I will be happy to answer any questions for you with honesty."

"I'm feeling butterflies right now in my stomach"

"Thank you - thank you - thank you that you have taken the time to answer me personally. I really feel delighted and want to do more to support you and your lavish lifestyle. Since my first tribute yesterday (is it ONLY yesterday?) I was on your website every minute I could spare and have read almost all of it (even those texts I had read in the past). You are making me crazy you know that? I'm sure you are hearing this a lot of your puppies but its true. You are oh so beautiful and I'm impressed how you handle your paypets, how you treat them, punish them, squeeze the most out of them ... that really impresses me, but I'm also frightened about it, frightened that I can't meet your high-class standards. Ah I'm sure you are also hearing this or similar statements from all your new puppies. I hope to please you in the next few weeks at least slightly so I maybe can call me one of your puppies.
Did you receive my Victorias Secret Gift? I'm only asking because in their order confirmation your mail address isn't looking quite right and I'm not sure if you got my tribute. If not I will contact them immediately and send it again.
I have started to write down all my expenses I make as mentioned in your readings on your site. Additionally I have made a detailed income / expenses list to make it easier for me to tribute you. Hopefully after some weeks I can send you some additional tributes out of some savings I made this way. My first decision to cut spending is that I don't buy anything to lunch anymore, a hand-made sandwich should be enough for me, don't you think?
Now I'm looking forward til tomorrow and I'm sure I can't sleep this night. Many thanks also for your stunning picture, it is much appreciated and I'm feeling butterflies right now in my stomach."

"Our hands-off relationship"

"My goodness, your CandyCane photos are hot!! Soooo pretty!
Sorta glad I didn't see any of them before I left. Not knowing what I was missing probably made my Christmas vacation more relaxing. I'm sure you've heard all sorts of comments by now. That said, the stockings and shoes look a little like the Wicked Witch of the East that Dorothy's house landed on in the Wizard of Oz. Those ruby slippers are powerful....
You know, all these pinup photos and emails you send are bound to put thoughts in my head. For one, it makes me wish I had a girlfriend now to put my arm around and hold. Of course, I wish it was you! And so it was very, very cruel of you to remind me that I would never be able to touch you in that way.
To steal a quote from Clarke Gable who was speaking of Marilyn Monroe, "She makes a man proud to be a man."
Remarkably, I feel great pride in our hands-off relationship. Your control from afar touches me deeply. I'm at a loss for words to express how much you've come to mean to me. My heart races over each word and every thought you share. I'm captivated without release. You are truly a cruel sweet tease. But I Love it. And You! "

"Like a spider catching an unsuspecting fly"

"I have been reading YOUR e-mail to me OVER and OVER and OVER again. I can't get enough of it! It's as though YOU have planned this all out in advance: YOU KNEW how I would REACT. YOU KNEW that I would be driven crazy with LUST and ADORATION over YOU. YOU KNEW what my reaction would be: like a SPIDER catching an unsuspecting fly in HER WEB.
And I AM LOVESICK and OBSESSED and ADDICTED and I can't seem to function without some kind of DAILY CONTACT with YOU and I keep LOGGING ON TO HOTMAIL and IM to see if YOU ARE THERE and I don't work I just STARE at the screen and WAIT FOR YOU MISTRESS. Oh my!
I saved $42 for YOU today MISTRESS and put it in my sock drawer.
Now that YOU have ORDERED me to transfer some of my long term savings, I have some work to do. Do YOU remember my Net Worth that I sent YOU, way in the beginning? There was Savings, which had about $7200 or so in it. That's basically gone. Spent on tributes and gifts to YOU, my GODdess, on holiday gifts for the family and other large purchases. I will have to go into the Investments bucket, which has about $233,000 and sell some mutual funds. I'll take out about $20,000. I'll have to put $5,000 aside for taxes. Then I'll put the rest in Savings, but hold back some in cash that I can spend just on YOU, MISTRESS.
One morning, maybe YOU WILL wake up to a big surprise, MISTRESS. Anyway, I will make sure that I am in a position to CONTINUE to support YOUR CAREFREE LIFESTYLE."

"Some reflections on things I love"

"Some reflections on -- things I love...
I love .... YOU of course! Your classy, classic, incomparable beauty. Your brilliant and fascinating mind. Your naturalness with living the life of a true superior GODdess. Your playful, sometimes devilish, controlling and dominant personality. I love YOU � completely, and with "every beat of my heart."
I love ... Tributing You. Yes � it is a pleasure and a privilege. And I love every part of it. I take pleasure in saving the money � knowing that what I am working for and saving will be going to Your Perfect Self. I love shopping for the cards � and other items � that I might enclose with the tribute when I mail it. I don�t think I�ve ever told You about my sort-of-silly ritual I go through when I mail You a tribute. First, I gather everything (card, money, etc.) and put a picture of Your Perfect Self on my computer screen. I let Your beauty inspire my message that I write on the card, and then I fantasize that I am really there with You to offer my tribute. In this fantasy (like one of the ones I�ve written for You), I kneel, give a respectful and loving kiss to the foot that You present to me, and then I lay my tribute bills, one at a time, at Your feet, giving each bill a small loving and respectful kiss. And as I think about that, I actually DO give each bill a small kiss (as I put the bills in the envelope) as a way of adding to the tribute my love and respect and submission. LOL. Kind of weird I guess, but it reflects how I feel when I send each tribute.
I love ...Shopping for You. Mmmmm. Thinking about how beautiful You will look in the items that I buy for You. Knowing that I�m being a good puppy for You. Knowing how much You like to be spoiled and treated by Your puppies. And that special pleasure of sometimes seeing a picture of You wearing something that I have bought. It is all a wonderful privilege and pleasure. And I love that You trust me to always immediately buy You what You want when You send out a wish list request. Thank You Goddess!"

"I am incapable of resisting You"

"I knew this moment would come GODdess, especially since You announced Your condo project. I have thought several times that when it did I'd just stop. It would have been fun while it lasted but when it started to get 'silly' I'd cancel my love tax and leave it at that. I never planned to simply start ignoring You though. That would just have been rude. I would e-mail You to explain and assure You I meant everything I'd said about how very very beautiful You are.
So, now the moment has arrived; my GODdess has announced Her intention to start milking me in earnest. She wants �500 from me for my 'first' contribution to her condo fund. So am I politely telling Her that that's it, no more? No, I'm writing Her a cheque for �500 with no thought of not sending it to Her.
Because I am hopelessly under the spell of Your beauty now, GODdess. Sending You this is going to hurt (when I see the hole in my bank balance) but I just want/need to submit to You now GODdess; to feel the thrill of submission. (And, apart from a little light shopping, this is the first time You've really demanded my submission.) You are so beautiful GODdess I am incapable of resisting You. I don't even want to try. I adore You. The new video teaser is breathtaking. Thank You so much for sending it to me, GODdess. Your mouth! Oh, God, Your perfect sensual irresistible mouth! And Your beautiful soft flowing hair! To be teased by You in the flesh must be unbearable; You must have driven those boys in high school insane!
So - I am Your creature now, GODdess. I belong to You. You own me. I adore You completely GODdess. I worship and submit to Your perfect beauty."

"So much power simply by being"

"I hope that YOU enjoyed YOUR movie last night. I had already been to YOUR Royal Domain GODdess before I read this message from YOU for which I am Grateful. I don't recall seeing the Audio up at that time however since then I have listened to it and it is Excellent GODdess; I Love YOUR Voice it is sooo Sexy and Sensual thus enabling YOU captivate us lowly males with ease and at YOUR Leisure my GODdess.
OH before I forget to mention it I really like the new photo YOU are using on YOUR MSN messenger such a HOT photo of YOUR Perfect Self but any photo of YOU is Perfect really GODdess for YOU are just so Beautiful it hurts one sometimes. To Have so much power simply by being YOUR Divine Perfect Self has to be the Ultimate GODdess YOU are so fortunate for the ways in which YOU are Empowered. YOU know YOUR Beauty really does give YOU virtually unlimited Power and Control over men; I think that is so neat my Divine GODdess Valentine it Has to Be Great to be YOU! The next best thing is being allowed to worship YOU in All YOUR Glory which I am happily doing as YOU know.
The new video is Super with the music YOU have chosen but when one is Perfect such as YOU are how could one not achieve Perfection it would be Impossible not to my Deity. The preview of the new wallpaper is MMMMMmm the Black Fur really does accent YOUR Gorgeous Blonde Hair simply Divine my GODdess.

"Agonizingly intense feelings of desire"

"You certainly do love to tinker with Your Royal Website. The slide show is amazing (of course) . You are -- without question -- the most beautiful, most sensual, sexiest, woman in the entire world. There are lots of pretty girls at my school -- there are lots of really pretty actresses and models -- but none of them can compare with You. NONE.
I spent about two straight hours yesterday at Your website -- looking at pictures and reading diary entries. Your incredible beauty just overwhelms me sometimes GODdess. There are lots of "pretty" girls in the world. I've dated some girls that are considered very pretty. And of course, there are some models and actresses who are really pretty too. BUT -- YOUR beauty is at a totally different level. In fact, I would never refer to You are "pretty." You are so much more than just "pretty." You are achingly, agonizingly, incomparably, exquisitely, BEAUTIFUL.
Have You ever tasted something that was just so incredibly and powerfully delicious that it was almost TOO GOOD. It had to be savored, and even then the effect was almost too intense? Well -- that's how I feel when I look at You! I find it hard to believe sometimes that someone could be as incredibly beautiful as You are. I know I've said this before -- but it is true -- I never could even have imagined that there could be beauty that could compare to Yours.
Of course, as I look at Your pictures, I often fantasize and have agonizingly intense feelings of desire. But these are not the kinds of explicit "sex" fantasies that I used to have when I would look at Playboy when I was younger. In fact (and I hope this doesn't come across in any kind of negative way at all) -- my fantasies of You are never explicity sexual (quite honestly -- it never occurs to me to think of You as someone I could have sex with) -- they are fantasies like the kinds I have written for You -- fantasies of service, and obedience, and worship, and adoration. Kneeling before You and kissing Your perfect toes as I deliver a tribute. Spoiling You (and Your sister and friends) with an extravagant shopping spree. Winning a lot of money in a poker tournament and then giving it all to You. Doing chores and errands for You. Preparing a wonderful dinner for You on an evening when You are entertaining your girlfriends. THOSE (and others like them) are my fantasies
I also sometimes wonder what it must be like to be You -- to be the focus of so much adoration and lovesick worship -- to be in control of so many minds and hearts (and wallets). For me -- You are everything, and I am totally and completely Yours. But for You, I am just one of many puppies who worship and adore You and whose lives are devoted to serving You. So many many puppies -- but just one TRUE GODdess."

"Such grand ideas you have"

"Such grand ideas you have dear. Bold and ambitious to be sure. But I'm a believer.
How exquisitely you inspire and urge my desires... I implore you for more, more, more though I am already lost. Engulfed by your aura goddess. Surely I'm compelled to give, give, give....
As usual, it's been quite some time since I last wrote. And you write so frequently. You're always on my mind. I forget sometimes that you may have a different experience wondering what gives with me. I know you know that it's not my intent to be rude, but I'll have to get back to you later on some of your recent questions. In fact, you never nag and that's something else I like about you. You understand guys in more ways than one.
Thanks for the video files you sent. Oh my... don't you look spectacular in your green dress! Or to borrow one of your favorite words - disturbing!!
Well, this is just a quick note to say Thanks! I'll write again soon when I have more time. "

"Your divine words can be so triggering"

" I am so frustrated to report that the link You gave me for my shopping assignment gives the opportunity for people living in the USA or Canada only to order. Not for puppies living in Greece. But, this problem led me to the agentprovocateur site, where I have already subscribed as a member and can send evouchers. I don't know if You know about it, or can use it, but I am mentioning it to You, GODdess.
Your divine words can be so triggering, when Your victim's control is concerned... Like You state in Your latest email, things happen just because You think of them, without You having to do anything more!
Like the last thoughts which have been running around my mind, from this morning, when I read Your divine words to me... "Would it be a good idea to send GODdess my credit card, so She can possess it and, of course, use it as She wishes?".
That humble idea is starting to take place inside me, along with the feelings of surrender and servitude to You, GODdess.
My intention is to let it flow inside me, and grow up to a point where it will feel just like the most natural and expected thing to do!"

"So sexy and strong, and yet so sweet"

"Thank you so much for your reply and your kind invitation to introduce myself.
I have always been attracted to strong and dominant women; however, I do not find fetish dommes and latex babes very interesting�. I have always been drawn to elegant, classy and feminine Ladies, that know where a man�s place is and that know how to use their feminine charm to get what they want.
In addition to my interest for dominant Ladies, I have a strong fetish for stockings; I noticed you do wear stockings in some of your pictures, and this is actually what got me hooked to your website in the first place.
As I mentioned earlier, I am married; I used to play out some of my fantasies with my wife, but she got tired of it. She told me I had to give up my �childish fixations� a long time ago. After that she stopped wearing skirts, she put on weight, and got less interested in sex. As you can imagine, I haven�t got over my fantasies, and I started looking for dominant Ladies on the internet. It wasn�t too long before I discovered financial slavery. I do find very rewarding to serve an attractive Lady that way and to make her happy by giving her my hard-earned cash.
At the time I am not serving any Mistresses, and I knew the very moment I saw your web site that I wanted to serve you. I did try to resist to this urge for a while, but in the end I had to surrender to it. You look so sexy and strong, and yet so sweet� a real Angel. I found myself drooling looking at your pictures and I am looking forward to receiving access to your daily pictures and to the privilege of contemplating you� at your terms and conditions of course.
I hope you will consider me worthy of your time and consideration; on my part, I�ll try very hard to fulfil your wishes and follow your orders."

"On webcam yesterday"

"I still can't believe that I actually MET YOU on webcam yesterday. It's so different from worshipping YOUR PICTURES. To watch YOU move, to see how YOUNG YOU are, to see YOU SMILE and give me THE LOOK. I am....enchanted and totally enslaved by YOUR BEAUTY and YOUR POISE.
It's like a dream: spending that hour with YOU. YOU'RE so pretty. It's like having a date or something. And YOU got specially made up for me: YOUR FACE and the HALTER TOP and YOUR HAIR and YOUR EYES and even YOUR PANTIES. And YOU were bopping around, obviously listening to music (which I couldn't hear) but it was cute, seeing YOU swing to the music, it was like YOU were moving YOUR BODY for me, seducing me. And YOU DID SEDUCE me, MISTRESS.
And I realized something more, MISTRESS. I need to save even MORE MONEY FOR YOU, MISTRESS. Even if it's only a few dollars a day, I need to save every little bit of spare change. Because it IS YOURS, GODDESS. I AM YOURS, GODDESS. So starting right now, I am going to stop spending any extraneous money at work, for snacks or stuff like that. All of that goes to YOU now. ONLY YOU, MISTRESS.
ALL I WANT TO DO IS MAKE MORE MONEY FOR YOU. ALL I WANT TO DO IS SENT YOU MORE MONEY. ALL I WANT TO DO IS PAY FOR YOUR HAPPINESS.
Will YOU think of me as HORRIBLE if I STEAL MONEY from my family, MISTRESS, so I can SENT YOU MONEY INSTEAD? my father-in-law lives with us and pays a share of our utilities -- I could add a GODdess Valentine Tax to his monthly bill! I need to start replenishing my short-term savings out of our long term savings in order to support YOUR LUXURIOUS LIFESTYLE. That will take money out of my children's inheritance and our retirement -- should I do that MISTRESS? Should I SELL SOME OF OUR STOCKS AND BONDS to support my GODdess?
I REALLY WANT TO. JUST SAY THE WORD, GODdess, and i will do it!"

"There's a real innocence about the way you do it"

"Thank You for these beautiful wallpapers. You are absolutely right about the web cam shots capturing Your beauty more than the pro shots did.
You are just completely breathtaking on these shots, GODdess. It actually hurts to look at them - especially the shiny pearl ones. I think it's because they are so close on Your face it's like being looked at by You rather than simply looking at an image of You. And being looked directly in the eye by You is quite disturbing; especially since You never blink!
Thinking about what Your other puppy said, I think there's a difference between self-centred and selfish. Everybody's self-centred to some degree unless they're an absolute saint or have zero survival instinct.
Sure You're self-centred, maybe a lot self-centered in the sense that You like to have Your own way; but You're not selfish. Selfish people never give anything of themselves and are generally quite unpleasant and tend not to have any friends and no one really likes them. Even in the strange and exaggerated relationship that You have with us puppies - which naturally is very self-centred - You are very giving.
You are a very beautiful young woman, GODdess, and You use Your beauty to get what You want but I think there's a real innocence about the way You do it."

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